Although my life is still good, some days, you just need to be a little pissy. Even though I have thoroughly enjoyed the day with my family, being at church, and going on a walk with my niece and dog, that pissy day is today. Why you might ask?
Well, I'm not really pissed at life itself, more just at one single person. You would think that when you are trying to better your life and to be happy, others would be happy for you. Especially someone you got extremely close to and loved. False. Not all people are like this.
Apparently, I look sickly and skinny. I have lost too much weight too fast, and my hair looks like something off of Hairspray. Well, my response is: Go to Hell. Wow that felt good to get out. I'm sorry- but being a morbidly obese girl with shitty self-esteem is NOT as attractive as the way this Hairspray gal feels now! So suck on that! Plus, I'll probably lose at least another 50 lbs just so I can look more "sickly". It's not like it'll provide a better life for myself, my future husband, and for baring children or anything. It's just for fun. Idiots. I only wish the person who needs to hear/read this would actually do so. It won't happen. But, at least it's out of my system and you readers get to enjoy my bit' o rage. Peace out~